Waiting for something......

I feel like I am in limbo.......just waiting for something to happen. It was so wonderful being in school because you could really look forward to graduating, moving, making money, etc. Now I am out of school and I feel like I have nothing to look forward. I make money to pay my bills and feel emotionally exhausted from this job I have chosen. I feel like a robot.....I do the same things day in and day out and have no true enjoyment outside of the work place that also causes complete exhaustion. I have zero friends. I feel like I am in the film of Mean Girls. I suppose it is up to me if I want to win them over but that is the thing.....I have friends and I love them and I miss them. So now I feel like I am waiting for lightning to strike my life and change it so it feels more manageable. In the meantime, I try to not sleep too much, try to smile and laugh even when alone and try to stay positive while I wait.