I was so excited to graduate and to work and be paid money. Now I look back and wish I was in school.......I guess the grass is always greener!
Sacramento is comfortable and there are a lot of trees. I love in the "city of trees". The streets are beautiful and I love the way it feels. Although I miss my friends. I gave up the life I knew all so I could afford to live alone and make a little more money. I miss my friends.
The move is good though. I think it is good to shake things up a bit. Also everyone seems to be at critical points in their lives with new jobs, new careers and new marriages. We are all so busy but all seem so alone too. I miss the days of the orange couch with Mel, burgers at PSA with Claud, dinner with my OC Mom, dropping by Pauline's to see the dogs and hang out, brownies with Aura, breakfast with Kristin and having Ari nearby. I miss them all.
The big "30" is right around the corner. I am angry at my wonderful friends b/c they have converted me to love birthday celebreations. Now I am on my own for my 30th and it seems quite depressing to ring in my 30th on my own. I suppose it is reality......and I will have breakfast with the family. :) I guess this is what getting older is all about.
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