First day back

Back to school. It went ok. It was unorganized as always but I felt like I fit in more....I felt a little more comfortable with the second years. There are not enough patients to go around to fulfill our clinic needs but I guess a miracle will happen to help me fill up my log book with 50 loggable patients. 17 more months to understand genetics, fill up my log book, regain my confidence and write my thesis. Sounds kind of rough but I believe I am just being lazy. 17 more months of seeing him and when the 17 months is up, I am sure I will miss him even though I now feel seeing him daily is unbearable.